Valentine's day

It's Valentine's Day and some years I really like this holiday and other years, not so much. I guess it depends on how I'm feeling about my husband or better yet, how he might be feeling about me. He's not much for emotions, so I'm sometimes not sure if he just sticks around because it's his duty to take care of us, or if he really loves me. Sometimes it's really frustrating not to know how he's feeling. When I have dared ask, he just shrugs and says "I'm still here". So I just keep on doing my daily life and hope that one day he will let me know his true feelings.