Wanting to cry

 The last few weeks I've been extra sensitive and find myself with the urge to cry, but holding back. I feel that if I were to let loose with the tears, I wouldn't stop. Just thinking about the direction my son is going tells me something mentally is happening and unfortunately I feel he's not getting the the correct help.

So in the meantime, I just try to keep my mind on other things in order to not break down.