It's been awhile

 I haven't posted in awhile since I got busy and decided to try and see positive in my thinking. Didn't work very well. I often feel he stays married because he has to or just wants sex. It gets very frustrating when he doesn't say anything positive towards me but has plenty to complain about. 

I'm going to be sending him an email today telling him of my thoughts. We'll see how that goes. I just need to feel loved by my husband, but I don't.