Not feeling it
Well, I decided I need to update things. Sigh, I wish I felt differently, but I don't. My feelings towards my husband really haven't changed. I keep trying to have some kind of wifey feelings, but it's just not happening. I think it's because he's still, at times, being unkind to me. I just want my husband to have some positive and loving emotions to me but nothing. There have been several times in the past when something has happened and I've been in tears, but there has been no comfort from him. No giving me a hug or letting me know he's there emotionally. Our emotional relationship, at the moment, is dead. I care about him, but there's nothing to bind us. I'll keep trying, but...